Friday, December 03, 2010

HELLO EARTHLINGS(:work yesterday was AWESOME! now i finally found something more appealing about my job than the money! there's this really cute guy working there too! and his Indian! name's Sunesh and he is soooo charming! oh my goodness. i think i totally went head over heels in love with him! i pray that i'll meet him again today! i can't wait to see him, he's such a lovely guy! oh MY!
hahaha!
let me tell you how work on the 3rd dec turned out..
firstly, prasana and i were separated coz everywhere were short of staff! so she had to help out with the medical exhibition and i was located to a wedding dinner. HORRIBLE THING was that we had to serve 4 tables and there were only two people! thank God one of my tables were reserved so it meant 2 people to 3 tables. total number of people to serve : 29! OH MY TIAN~
plus plus! one of my table guests were heavy drinkers! they kept asking for RED WINE! EVEN WHEN THERE WAS NO MORE. life never sucked so much! then i had to run around the whole place to get WINE. but there was no more!!! oh man. so i had to go back and tell the guests that there werent any wine left. THEN, the guy started grabbing my hand and calling me his daughter! WHAT IN THE WORLD. the whole table's guest's eyes were on me and my face went red! thank God the lights were dimmed so they couldn't see how embarrass i was! but lucky he was nice and not pervertic! and he apologised and thanked me so much(: i felt so goooood! so after everything turned out well and i got to experience such a beautiful wedding, it was time to clear the tables and everything! so catchy love songs were being played and my IC and i had to clear the plates, glasses, water goblets, leftover food, chair linen, table linen, flowers, presents, etc etc! while clearing everything, i met sunesh! my knight in shining armour! if you ever see him smile and if you ever hear him sing to you, your heart will MELT~ LOL! moreover, he came to me and started talking to me non stop! he was so adorable! and my IC had to chase him away so i can quickly clear all the stuff before we get scolded! so Sunesh said okay, i'll talk to you later okay? plus plus plus, i was the first chinese girl to know how to pronounce his name! OMG! AWESOMENESS! MUST BE FATE THAT I KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE IT! HAHAHAH! OKAY I'M GOING CRAZYYYY!!! OH YES! before i left for home, i thought i would never see him already coz he had to clear the heavy stuff. SO I WAS SOOO SAD ): but when i was about to leave, he grabbed my shoulder and said "see you tomorrow okay?" WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! HAHAHAH! i just couldn't stop smiling!!! PLEASE LET ME MEET HIM AGAIN! PLEASEEEEEEEEEE(:
Sunday, November 28, 2010

new post! no idea what to blog about so, enjoy the picture? HAHA.

everything
changes
so
quickly
even
without
you
knowing
it
Saturday, November 20, 2010
something's not right! geeez. i keep posting blog posts and then i view them in my blog, i feel this very unsatisfying feeling in my chest. then i come and create another post but i have nothing to talk about! NO, wait. i actually have TOO many things to talk about. there're actually a thousand and one things to complain about! but i really don't want to do that. maybe it's just me! too sensitive? LOL! i don't know and i don't care. hopefully i can go out for some outings and get rid of the damn feeling. this feeling makes me feel very vulgar and very vulnerable. ask me why and i will feel like screwing you up immediately! that's just how bad it is. okay but i guess shutting up is really the best solution. you don't who in the world to trust and you don't know who in the world is the bitch. so if you don't want anything to get effed up, just jolly well shut up. so here~ I HAVE SOMETHING TO CONFESS AND I'M BEING VERY SACARSTIC. and that it is i clearly love the way you lie~
like seriously mann. tsk.

heee!

here we go, another blog post!
i shall blog even though no one's reading!
friends
the photo above reminds me of it exactly. amazing how it started of nicely and after a series of unfortunate events, it ended.
just like that.
sometimes i wonder what in the world really happened but as much as i want to know, it's not right speaking about it. coz it's not uhh right?
but whatever it is, just anticipating the fact that i'll be getting into a new school and starting everything new. pray that i'll love my new school please!
oh well, friends come and go and some leave footprints behind.
if they don't, move on and stay happy?

MAN! he sure can make me smile! (:
Friday, November 19, 2010

so O's are officially over and everyday had been even more mundane then ever,but it's alright, this is exactly the best time to unwind and let go and chillax? HAHA! yeah, guess i've already got plans for my new year resolution! but i'll keep it a secret for now. it's not the new year yet(: LOLS. oh well, wondering about the photo up there? yeah, every photo with every post has a link. and at this very moment i am indeed missing someone. haven't really got the courage to blog about it. well, haven't you ever missed someone so much that you'll start crying and the tears don't seem to dry up? so terrible. but it's good. you cry it all out and you don't want to feel that pain anymore. and so you hope you let go.
well, i'm still trying to do that. difficult but it's worth a try. anything's possible right? just whether you're really up for it. and yeah, always think positively! it's the best. doesn't make you feel lousy about yourself and doesn't make you seem as though life has no meaning. but still, be happy and laugh at your mistakes. stand up, stronger then ever and move on.
if like me, you find it's very difficult to forget the particular person. then, just don't forget. leave him or her there. maybe their there for a particular reason? maybe their there because it'll work out? i mean, you'll never really know right.
hahaha, so yup! just be happy. live life the way it is.
love yourself and everyone who is in your life.
because it's always nice to know that someone still loves you, deep down inside.

" God determines who walks into your life;
It's up to you to decide who you let to walk away;
who you let to stay;
and who you refuse to let go. "
Wednesday, November 17, 2010

bring me here and I might just feel better.
no mood no mood no mood.
everyone's being such a bitch today.
urgh.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
My Sister from Another Mother (:
ALL THE WAY!!!
OH NOOOO!!!!!
57 DAYS.
CHERYL!
it's time for you to buck up!
STOP SLACKING AND GETTING ALL DISTRACTED!
STUDY HARD!
it's now or never!
don't let the others affect you,
don't let your emotions affect you,
and don't ever let those temptations drift you away from your books!
just a while more..
HANG IN THERE!
Love.

i said leave but all i really want you,
to stand outside my window throwing pebbles screaming,
"i'm in love with you"
wait there in the pouring rain,
come back for more,
cause i know all i need is on,
the other side of the door.
with your face and those beautiful eyes,
and the conversations with those little white lies,
and a faded picture of a beautiful night.
you carried me from your car up the stairs,
and i broke down crying,
was she worth this mess?
after everything in that little back dress,
after everything i must confess,
i need you.
CHERYL!!!JIAYOU JIAYOU!
Do you remember?
PRASANA
CHERYL
MATHIAS
IVAN
XING YOONGnow you don't wanna let go;
and i don't wanna let you know
that there might be something real between us, who knew?
now we don't wanna fall but;
we're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and crazy;
'cause i know you can't love me hey
i wish we had another time.
i wish we had another place.
but everything we have is stuck in the moment
and there's nothing my heart can do;
to fight we time and space 'cause
i'm still stuck in the moment with you.
Officially 16!
i celebrated my 16th year of living on earth and i realised something about myself..

i had yummy cake to indulge in;

had a gorgeous rainbow to fascinate on;

and received awesome birthday presents and wishes (:
what more could i ask for in life? thank you everyone for your wishes and beautiful presents.
i will LOVE them wholeheartedly.
(L)