CHIP AND DALE.
anyway, had ushering duty at SMU for the past few days and it was actually pretty fun ;D and ACS guys are rather nice ._. ahahahs! well, life's been a real rocky road lately and yeah. it doesn't matter right?

tonight i'm falling and i can't get up.
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
and every night i miss you;
i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you;
holding you;
holding you tonight.

I explain quietly.
You hear me shouting.
You try a new tack.
I feel old wounds reopen.

You see both sides.
I see your blinkers.
I am placatory.
You sense a new selfishness.

I am a dove.
You recognise the hawk.
You offer an olive branch.
I feel the thorns.

You bleed.
I see crocodile tears.
I withdraw.
You reel from the impact.





-Roger McGough.

hello friends.
i'm back from hainan and i love it there.
i've been to Haikou, Qionghai, Sanya, Xinglong and they are amazingly beautiful! yes, i really wish i was back there. well, it's too much of an explanation on how great the place is so..it's definitely better to experience it for yourself. HAHAS ;D
yep,






I WANNA GO BACK TO HAINAN.
yes, that would be great.

watched MJ's this is it with prasana and wei shen yesterday and it was fun! prasana and I had done some crazy stuff in the cinema and wei shen was so embarrassed! HAHHAHAH, sorry lah wei shen. oh yes, quickly watch the show alright! it's gonna stop showing soon. Support MJ! ;D

anyway, i'm leaving or Hainan tmr. reaching the terminal at 5AM, i know it's super early. and i'll be back after 1 week so that makes it 15th nov. After that, i'm gonna be super busy so i must enjoy while i still can! ;) LOLS. hmmm.. there's really a lot of stuff on the waiting list after my return. :(

well, i really hope Hainan would be fun! :) anyway, take care all.
-family.
-friends.
-beloved world.
i'll miss you so miss me too! :)

life has been a little shaky over the past few days. and i have complete no idea why! maybe my emotions are playing a fool with me. maybe i'm just lying to myself all these while? but who am i to kid? you can't lie about a love and you can't love about a lie.
he loves her.
she doesn't love him.
she loves him.
he rejects her.
he wants her.
she wants the other.
she needs him.
he doesn't really care.
so what?





Love as though you've never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.


REPLIES:
ZT; the thing is that i can't find the photos. ._.

thengwei; OI OI OI!

vivian; hey yo girl! will link you up real soon. :)

jeanne; hey dear. glad you're going! i'm excited for the chalet! HAHAHAS! miss you loads and see you real super soon! ;)

olivia; HEY DARLING! i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

jen sin; hello! i tagged your blog.

TJX; yo! thanks ya. i love the shoes too! HAHAHAHAHAHHAS! ;D

YO YO YOU YO!
missed me? hahahas. i returned to Singapore yesterday about 2 plus plus and was super fatigue. so i didn't blog. ;X
oh yes! MACAU IS AWESOME! love it~ hahahs! go there if you can and stay in the venetian hotel! you definitely won't regret it! it's like italy! venice style! with the gondola and cool shops and ceiling painting! GORGEOUS!!!
okay okay, i was really going GAGA over there and i wish i was still there though. ;)
but i have to admit that i'm glad being back in Singapore! LOL! feels more at home now.
next trip: HAINAN ISLAND. [9th to 15th nov] MISS ME AGAIN DUDES AND DUDETTES! ;)

oh yes! i'll post the photos up real soon though.. currently i have over a hundred photos. the sky, me, my family, the hotel, the scenery, the food, the shops..EVERYTHING! HAHAS. okay okay, i'd better stop my GAGA-ing if not theng wei will call me a MORON. lols!

WELL! life's been good lately and you know what?
I'M LOVIN' IT!! ;)




replies to my darlings!

JEANNE; hey dear, don't worry too much. just enjoy your life alright? stay happy always and never regret anything in your life. COME FOR THE CHALET PLEASE! ;) love you very much dear! see you and have fun.

ADELA; yo! 6 years primary school life friend! how are you girl! MISSED YOU LOADS ;) thanks for the spam ah. HAHA! just kidding. give me your link! so we can still keep in contact!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA BABE! ;)

JIMMY; LINK LEH!?!? HAHAS.

PRASANA; YES YES! i want to watch it. HAHAHAHAHHAS! ;)

ZT; hahas, macau was awesome. you been there before? oh okay, then you have facebook?? HAHAS.



CIAO LOVELY EARTHLINGS.
cheryl will miss you! ;) HAHA.

HELLO!
i'll be heading off to Macau tmr! ;) and i'll be backon sunday, the 1st november.
SO.. miss me alright? ahahs.


here's the replies for the taggies!
JOYCE- hello love! sure, i'll link you real soon. ;)
EDWIN- YES!!! hahas. TOH KIM YONG. ;D
TJX- HAHAHA! chim right? hahs, i wanna sound professional mah. JK! :)
ZT- hello! i need to find my photos!! ;( arghs. have msn??



TAKE CARE LOVE,
i'll miss you all loads.

he might seem so cheerful, joking around, talking to others like life's a dream, a beautiful song.
and i must be thinking, hey he's so happy, he must have gotten over me.
and so..
i try every darn thing to get over you,
to forget you
to dig deep down for every single reason to hate you
to just love someone else.
and when on the exact day i learnt to love someone else;
you came back.
just that sentence.
brought me back to the past, back to the happiness
back to you.
and then i realised, it's so hard to get over you.
so hard to not love you.


that last petal used to be ending with a "he loves me not",
but all i'm hoping for was the total opposite.

hello!
what a shame, the weekend is over ;(
which means, school tmr and tmr's tmr and tmr's tmr's tmr.
BORING!
just 3 days for me anyway so who cares!
ehh, actually i care..
SO MANY THINGS TO GET DONE!! argh..
lolly lolly, yep.
anyway, the weekend was super duper fun! seriously!
saturday- ion-ed. super beautiful, i love the place! i wanna go there again.
sunday-shopping spree! bought so many stuff within such little time and it was so super cheap! AWESOME STUFF RIGHT!!!
yep, i'm so excited for my trips! it's like..FINALLY! hahas.


oh yeah, i was cycling today and it was so exilarating.
it was really great coz i've not exercised for a long long time. HAHA!
so it feels good! lols.
and i realised that a cycle was just like a flashforward of the life i led.
it was a beautiful journey of accomplishments and failures.
a beautiful journey of family and friends.
a beautiful journey of love and hatred.
REALLY!
it was so awesome, just too great for me to explain it to you. :)
and meanwhile i was cycling, i was so happy coz i was so over you,
but now, after seeing and feeling your expressions
then i realised how bad my heart is aching, how bad i want to just see your smile.
oh gosh, i really missed you all this while, haven't i?

i survived today.
the calendar stated that tomorrow is bad ._.
well...there's gonna be a meteor later about 1am and i'll try to wake up to check it out. at the most, i won't go to school tmr ;) LOLS.
let's just see how eh?
do wishes made upon a shooting star come true?
hmmm;


straight through my heart;
a single bullet got me and i can't stop the bleeding;
straight through my heart;
she aimed and she shot me i just can't believe it.
no, i can't resist and i can't be hit;
i just can't escape this love;
straight through my heart;
soldier down.
it's a love so loud.
i think i love you.