~cHeRyL~

2010-12-03T22:06:00.001-08:00

3rd dec!

2010-12-03T21:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS(:

work yesterday was AWESOME! now i finally found something more appealing about my job than the money! there's this really cute guy working there too! and his Indian! name's Sunesh and he is soooo charming! oh my goodness. i think i totally went head over heels in love with him! i pray that i'll meet him again today! i can't wait to see him, he's such a lovely guy! oh MY!
hahaha!
let me tell you how work on the 3rd dec turned out..
firstly, prasana and i were separated coz everywhere were short of staff! so she had to help out with the medical exhibition and i was located to a wedding dinner. HORRIBLE THING was that we had to serve 4 tables and there were only two people! thank God one of my tables were reserved so it meant 2 people to 3 tables. total number of people to serve : 29! OH MY TIAN~
plus plus! one of my table guests were heavy drinkers! they kept asking for RED WINE! EVEN WHEN THERE WAS NO MORE. life never sucked so much! then i had to run around the whole place to get WINE. but there was no more!!! oh man. so i had to go back and tell the guests that there werent any wine left. THEN, the guy started grabbing my hand and calling me his daughter! WHAT IN THE WORLD. the whole table's guest's eyes were on me and my face went red! thank God the lights were dimmed so they couldn't see how embarrass i was! but lucky he was nice and not pervertic! and he apologised and thanked me so much(: i felt so goooood! so after everything turned out well and i got to experience such a beautiful wedding, it was time to clear the tables and everything! so catchy love songs were being played and my IC and i had to clear the plates, glasses, water goblets, leftover food, chair linen, table linen, flowers, presents, etc etc! while clearing everything, i met sunesh! my knight in shining armour! if you ever see him smile and if you ever hear him sing to you, your heart will MELT~ LOL! moreover, he came to me and started talking to me non stop! he was so adorable! and my IC had to chase him away so i can quickly clear all the stuff before we get scolded! so Sunesh said okay, i'll talk to you later okay? plus plus plus, i was the first chinese girl to know how to pronounce his name! OMG! AWESOMENESS! MUST BE FATE THAT I KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE IT! HAHAHAH! OKAY I'M GOING CRAZYYYY!!! OH YES! before i left for home, i thought i would never see him already coz he had to clear the heavy stuff. SO I WAS SOOO SAD ): but when i was about to leave, he grabbed my shoulder and said "see you tomorrow okay?" WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! HAHAHAH! i just couldn't stop smiling!!! PLEASE LET ME MEET HIM AGAIN! PLEASEEEEEEEEEE(:

bagatelle?

2010-11-28T22:14:00.000-08:00

new post! no idea what to blog about so, enjoy the picture? HAHA.

tick tock goes the clock.

2010-11-28T22:12:00.001-08:00

everything

changes

quickly

even

without

you

knowing

i totally love the way you lie MAN!

2010-11-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

something's not right! geeez. i keep posting blog posts and then i view them in my blog, i feel this very unsatisfying feeling in my chest. then i come and create another post but i have nothing to talk about! NO, wait. i actually have TOO many things to talk about. there're actually a thousand and one things to complain about! but i really don't want to do that. maybe it's just me! too sensitive? LOL! i don't know and i don't care. hopefully i can go out for some outings and get rid of the damn feeling. this feeling makes me feel very vulgar and very vulnerable. ask me why and i will feel like screwing you up immediately! that's just how bad it is. okay but i guess shutting up is really the best solution. you don't who in the world to trust and you don't know who in the world is the bitch. so if you don't want anything to get effed up, just jolly well shut up. so here~ I HAVE SOMETHING TO CONFESS AND I'M BEING VERY SACARSTIC. and that it is i clearly love the way you lie~
like seriously mann. tsk.

2010-11-20T07:02:00.000-08:00

heee!

this is so cute.

Acquaintance.

2010-11-20T06:05:00.000-08:00

here we go, another blog post!

i shall blog even though no one's reading!

friends

the photo above reminds me of it exactly. amazing how it started of nicely and after a series of unfortunate events, it ended.

just like that.

sometimes i wonder what in the world really happened but as much as i want to know, it's not right speaking about it. coz it's not uhh right?

but whatever it is, just anticipating the fact that i'll be getting into a new school and starting everything new. pray that i'll love my new school please!

oh well, friends come and go and some leave footprints behind.

if they don't, move on and stay happy?

bieliber!

2010-11-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

MAN! he sure can make me smile! (:

Misses.

2010-11-19T10:00:00.000-08:00

so O's are officially over and everyday had been even more mundane then ever,but it's alright, this is exactly the best time to unwind and let go and chillax? HAHA! yeah, guess i've already got plans for my new year resolution! but i'll keep it a secret for now. it's not the new year yet(: LOLS. oh well, wondering about the photo up there? yeah, every photo with every post has a link. and at this very moment i am indeed missing someone. haven't really got the courage to blog about it. well, haven't you ever missed someone so much that you'll start crying and the tears don't seem to dry up? so terrible. but it's good. you cry it all out and you don't want to feel that pain anymore. and so you hope you let go.

well, i'm still trying to do that. difficult but it's worth a try. anything's possible right? just whether you're really up for it. and yeah, always think positively! it's the best. doesn't make you feel lousy about yourself and doesn't make you seem as though life has no meaning. but still, be happy and laugh at your mistakes. stand up, stronger then ever and move on.

if like me, you find it's very difficult to forget the particular person. then, just don't forget. leave him or her there. maybe their there for a particular reason? maybe their there because it'll work out? i mean, you'll never really know right.

hahaha, so yup! just be happy. live life the way it is.

love yourself and everyone who is in your life.

because it's always nice to know that someone still loves you, deep down inside.

Love.

2010-11-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

" God determines who walks into your life;

It's up to you to decide who you let to walk away;
who you let to stay;
and who you refuse to let go. "

Gaiety.

2010-11-17T08:55:00.000-08:00

bring me here and I might just feel better.

2010-11-17T08:50:00.000-08:00

no mood no mood no mood.
everyone's being such a bitch today.
urgh.

XOXO

2010-08-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

My Sister from Another Mother (:

ALL THE WAY!!!

just awhile more!

2010-08-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

OH NOOOO!!!!!

57 DAYS.

CHERYL!

it's time for you to buck up!

STOP SLACKING AND GETTING ALL DISTRACTED!

STUDY HARD!

it's now or never!

don't let the others affect you,

don't let your emotions affect you,

and don't ever let those temptations drift you away from your books!

just a while more..

HANG IN THERE!

i never stopped.

2010-08-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

Love.

i said leave but all i really want you,

to stand outside my window throwing pebbles screaming,

"i'm in love with you"

wait there in the pouring rain,

come back for more,

cause i know all i need is on,

the other side of the door.

with your face and those beautiful eyes,

and the conversations with those little white lies,

and a faded picture of a beautiful night.

you carried me from your car up the stairs,

and i broke down crying,

was she worth this mess?

after everything in that little back dress,

after everything i must confess,

i need you.

2010-07-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

CHERYL!!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!

i told you, it's a love you can't lie.

2010-07-23T04:53:00.000-07:00

Do you remember?

PRASANA CHERYL
MATHIAS
IVAN
XING YOONG

now you don't wanna let go;
and i don't wanna let you know
that there might be something real between us, who knew?
now we don't wanna fall but;
we're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and crazy;
'cause i know you can't love me hey

i wish we had another time.
i wish we had another place.
but everything we have is stuck in the moment
and there's nothing my heart can do;
to fight we time and space 'cause
i'm still stuck in the moment with you.

happy birthday! (L)

2010-07-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

Officially 16!

i celebrated my 16th year of living on earth and i realised something about myself..i had yummy cake to indulge in;had a gorgeous rainbow to fascinate on;

and received awesome birthday presents and wishes (:

what more could i ask for in life? thank you everyone for your wishes and beautiful presents.

i will LOVE them wholeheartedly.

(L)

U smile.

2010-07-04T10:23:00.000-07:00

smile for the world to see.

EEEWWWWWWWW

2010-06-20T08:13:00.001-07:00

DISGUSTED.
wth was that all about?
gross gross gross gross gross.

pleasant remembrances.

2010-06-20T07:43:00.000-07:00

i was reading the past blog posts and i can't help but to smile.
sweet memories of my youthful youth! (:

(:

2010-06-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

smile and let those beautiful memories flow.

The Truth.

2010-06-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Kris Allen's

Lying next to you,
wishing i could disappear;
watch you fall asleep and
vanish out into thin air.

It's the elephant in the room;
and we pretend that we don't see it,
It's the avalanche that looms above ours heads;
and we don't believe it.

Trying to be perfect;
trying not to let you down.
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.
While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling,
the walls we built together tumbling,
i still stand here holding up the roof;
cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs;
i remember how we used to laugh.
I can keep on losing sleep;
if your okay being torn in half.

Trying to be perfect;
trying not to let you down.
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.
While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling,
the walls we built together tumbling,
i still stand here holding up the roof;
cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning;
and let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending;
and let the end begin.

coz this is easier than telling the truth.

sistership.

2010-06-19T11:06:00.000-07:00

alright it's 2AM in the morning and i'm blogging for prasana.

she's probably in lalaland dreaming of her darling. ;) hahahah! oh well, prasana and i are intending to get something real cute together! lols! and we're both looking forward to it!

we haven't been in the best of moods lately, or even the best of friends. but somehow, just somehow. there's just this love shared between two that cannot be broken. a bond that is so strong, that when it's broken, it'll hurt too much. that bond is friendship, sistership, bestfriendship ;)

well, prasana! i realised i never really blogged something for you in all the 4 years we've been through together. so here it is!

I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!!!!!

your a gift from God ;) and you are treasured in every single way! stay strong alright? LOVE YOU TON LOADS AUNTIE :)

happiness

2010-06-19T10:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPINESS.

a joy within the heart.

a love beyond the smile.

a felicity in the mind.

a gaiety in the soul.

a sense of vivacity and jubilance in the laughter.

the euphoria of life.

I FINALLY HAVE AN iPHONE!!!!!!! ;)

2010-06-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

dreams.
by dreaming in the night, while sleeping, i think about the beauty created by my mind.
i fear the nightmares that may hurt me, that may take away what i love from me the very next day.

by dreaming in the day, while awake. i can dream with my eyes open, control my mind and dream big dreams. the dreams i yearn for, those i'd love for it to come true.
those that will bring happiness, love.

those dreams that i want nothing but it, to be fufilled.

2010-06-13T02:29:00.000-07:00

Simple happiness.

so recently, life has been very banal and anal. okay, what a way to get things started. HAHA! okay, so june holidays have passed in a blink of an eye and man, time really flies, doesn't it? well, i was thinking about a lot lately. about my family, about my friends, my lifee and my future. i'm growing up a little too fast! and little by little, i realised that i have a desire to learn the english flute, play tennis,take photos that will take people's breath away, learn to bake cakes and cookies. does this happen to everyone? or is it just me?

hmmmm, so much so for the passions. i hope they'll work out.

right. i realised i've never showed much expression and care towards the people i care for and love. and if they ever see this, i just want them to know how much they mean to me and how much i wouldn't be able to make it without them. i know i haven't been the best of daughters or the best of friends. family, pc-mix, moghawks, buddies. you guys are the world to me. some people just make the world a better place by being in it.

and one day. just one day, i hope i can do something beautiful to show you how much i appreciate each and everyone of you.

i don't know what has happened that made me write such a post. but maybe it's time that helping me move on, from the broken hearts to the painful cries to the hurtful quarrels and to the lost of loved ones. painful isn't it? how life can be so magical yet so torturous. well, everyone experiences such events. we just goota learn to move on and look forward to things that may excite us. regardless a movie, a book or even a song. as long as it can soothe the soul, it'll help.
right?

flashlights.

2010-06-13T02:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday is not today; today is not tomorrow.
the nights won't fall is the sun goes down.

2010-06-01T07:40:00.001-07:00

so much to say, yet so little time...

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

Don't get too attached to things, learn to let go.

yeah, if only letting go was as easy as it sounds!
i need time, loads of time.
it's the third one this year, and pretty much too big of a blow for me.
I wish nothing happened.
i wish everything was normal again..
i wish i had a superpower to turn back time.
IF ONLY WHAT I WISH CAME TRUE.

life.

2010-05-17T05:42:00.000-07:00

Tranquility.

LIFE is like a game,
a game that tests our patience, love and character.
the nicer we are, the earlier we leave.
we don't see those we love, suffer..
we don't suffer the daily chores and shoulder heavy burdens, we don't live to see the terror that's happening around the whole world.
God sees us, loves us, crowns us a winner and we leave earth, and follow him to heaven.
we love, we give, and we never ask for anything in return.

On the contrary, the meaner we are, the longer we live.
we have to fight through all the pain and crowds each day.
suffer the torturous heat in the day and shiver in the cold silent nights.
we run till we're dead beat in the rat race, but we'll never win.
coz we fail to shower love and care upon everyone we see,
we fail to provide help to those in need,
we fail to be who we truly are.
we are selfish, only wanting the best for ourselves.
we are greedy, only wanting the good upon us and the bad on others.
we are foolish, only thinking that God spared our lives for others.

the thing is that God wants us to be good, loving and helpful.
He created us, letting us rediscover ourselves.
He wanted peace in the world, love in everyone's heart.
but now, everyone seems to be caring more for themselves than for others when it should be the other way round.

LIFE is like a game, a game that is difficult to determine the winner.
a game, we must face and be who we truly are.
a game to express love and care to who we meet and see.
a game that shows our inner self.

i miss you.

2010-05-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES OF YOU.

Malihah.

"hey there my dearest, i hope you see this.

well, i really miss you badly. and i miss the times we've shared,everything.

singing JB's songs, complaining about maths, laughing at one another, talking, smiling

everything was so natural and great.

you really brought the best out of me and you've been such a great influence to me.

i've started using ball-point pens, and even writing lightly yet quickly.

and it's all thanks to you! ;)

well, i'll continue doing it. and i'll never forget what you've messaged me over during April.

you're encouraging was so sweet and so reassuring.

and i pormise you, Yi Ling and I will do our best to beat the guys alright?

this is specially for you.

and i hope you'll rest well and stay happy always.

i've never met such an honest, sweet, smart and awesome friend like you.

YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION!

i'll miss you and dedicating all JB's song to you FOREVER.

that's for sure."

i love you girl!

2010-05-13T01:45:00.000-07:00

everybody needs inspiration
everybody needs a song
a melody when the nights' so long
'cause there is no gurantee that this life is easy.

when my world is falling apart
when there is no light to break up the dark
that's when i look at you.

when the waves are flooding the shore
and i can't find my way home anymore
that's when i look at you.

when i look at you
i see forgiveness, i see the truth
you love me for who i am
like how the stars hold the moon
right there where they belong
and i'll know i'm not alone.

2010-05-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

JUSTIN BEIBER! ;)
isn't he just so so so cute!!?
hahahahs.

if i had you.

2010-05-13T00:44:00.000-07:00

hello all!

exams are so called, 'over'. lols, there's actually more coming. the more, the tougher. lols, MYE wasn't exactly well done.. :( oh well, MORE PRACTICES! i can't believed i cried during tuition one day. felt so stupid ;(

MAN! i don't know what else to blog about.

but i know that i've not taken photos in a long long long time! it's alright, spamming time after Os. everything and anything can be done after Os. YES!!!!!!!!!

after Os..i will free!!!!! ;)

the last song.

2010-04-30T03:30:00.000-07:00

a photo that just makes me smile everytime i view it.

a person that just makes my day better when it's always the way round.. ;)

anyway, JUSTIN BIEBER ROCKS!!!!!!!! ;)

HAHAHAHAHAHS.

alrighty, back to business.

ciaos.

tick tock goes the clock.

2010-04-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

the power of such silence is pretty scary.

it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.

said i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now.

and i don't know how i can do without,

i just need you now.

Inverted hearts.

2010-04-30T03:07:00.000-07:00

LIFE

hello all! it's been such a long time since i've blogged, or even used the computer.

well, this is my chance!!! HAHAHAS.

anyway, so much has been happening lately.

so much.

NO, actually, a little TOO MUCH.

we always complain how beachy* life can get and how sucky it already is.

and we don't know how to treasure those who exist around us everyday. we get angry with them, curse at them and sometimes, gossip about them. and the thing is, what we're doing is all wrong. life is something so short, something so vulnerable. it can be lost so quickly and it'll never ever come back. and i mean never ever come back..

well, i've lost 2 people in my life this year.

my dearest beloved Uncle and my friend, Egan.

many people would just say "oh, i'm sorry. you have my condolences, cheer up."

yeah, thanks.

but you don't feel the pain and the loss.

it feels so...

empty.

like they were here and now their just simply, gone.

you really want to see them but the opportunity is not there anymore.

i seriously regret my actions, i never showed much love to my uncle and i feel so terrible yet

that first person he wanted to see before he took his final breath was me.

i never knew i could be of such significance to someone.

i've never experienced a time when someone told me how significant i was to them and how much they couldn't live without me. but what my uncle said was just so incredible and it made me cry immediately. i feel like hugging him so badly right now but i guess all i can do is pray to him each night.

all i'm saying is, treasure those whom are already with you.

God sent them to you for a reason.

tell them how great they are.

tell them that their special.

make them happy.

most of all, love them with your entire heart and soul.

:)

2010-04-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

one more thing.

justin bieber appeared on AMERICAN IDOL TODAY!

and he doesn't suck! ;)

happy april fool's

2010-04-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

dimple-d.

hello world,

have not been blogging lately.and right now i'm typing so slowly. .__. LOL! anyway, life's been pretty alright. but i guess we're gonna approach the high,steep slope already. TIME TO GO CRAZY!!

well, i'm pretty prepeared. really need to put in more effort in stuffs!!

anyway, everyone's owning an iPhone or iTouch now...SO DARN JEALOUS. i don't have one. hmmph! ;( oh well, i guess i'll just have to wait. and wait. and wait. and. wait.

LOL!!! okay, enough of moaning. TUITION was so fun today! lols, integration owns.

okay, better stop before i start blabbering math and bio facts. LOLSS!!!!!!!!

i have so many bad habits already...ahhhh!

"NO MORE CARELESS MISTAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

NO MORE!!!!!!!!

lols, anyway. off to bed!

NIGHTY NIGHT!

I heart the world.

2010-03-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

Emotion- Bee Gees.
It's over and done but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight

I'm there at your side, I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight

Goodnight world.

rock bottom?

2010-03-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

so i was browsing the photos section on a webpage and i came across this photo. stated, " pieces of my world ". come to think of it, it's pretty related to our life. like evetything just feels numbed, trashed. like your a fool infront of everyone. a failure to yourself. i mean, i can't help but feel like this sometimes and a solution?

cry? i tried my best. but i guess it isn't enough.

God, please give me that certain amount of strength to push me harder, even if i fall.

i won't cry?

love?

2010-03-13T06:50:00.000-08:00

i saw this on fish's blog and i found it really true.

too many lies can weaken one's trust. too much betrayals can cause a person to be afraid. And the sad truth is- too much pain felt by a loving heart can cause it to freeze until it goes numb by the never ending pain, till it doesn't feel any love anymore.

2010-03-06T07:04:00.000-08:00

everything was going fine..
until thoughts of you came running from the back of my mind.
all those memories just came flooding back.
you know, the feeling?
i'm just so speechless.
i feel happy but sad.
i want you but i can't.

i'm a goner for love man!
what the heck am i even talking about?
oh gosh, i'm so dumbstrucked.
so head over heels.
so freakishly mad.
i think i'm crazy.

2010-03-06T03:04:00.001-08:00

JUSTIN DREW BIEBER IS SO CUTE! :)

my knight?

2010-03-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

5 minutes of magic.

standing in a pretty packed 854, standing in the bus at around 6+ on 5th march 2010.

"hey, what school are you from?"
"yuying?"
"oh cool, where's it?"
"kovan?"
"ahhh, i see. so you have to transfer bus?"
"nah, i take a direct bus."
"what? this is 854! it goes to kovan?"
"haha, nope. it passes my school backgate bustop."
"oh i see."
"yup."

silence.

"do i look okay with my specs?"
"huh?"
"as in, do i look alright with it? i just bought it at ang mo kio, after school." touching his face.
"oh, haha. you look fine." i smiled.
"your from anderson jc?"
"yup. hahas."

silence.

"oh yeah, my name is shawn." smiling.
"oh, i see. haha, hi?"
"hahas, you?"
"cheryl."
"ohh, with the S or the C?"
"the C."
"nice."
"thanks."

silence.

"where do you stay?"
"yio chu kang."
"aha, okay. along this stretch i suppose?"
"yup,you?"
"2 stops later."
"oh alright, cool, near fernvale?"
"not exactly, nearer to the terraces part."
"oh alright."

silence.

"well, i got to go. see you around okay?"
"see you."

* shocked, mesmerized.
i totally melted.
my knight in shining armour!

OKAY OKAY, wake up. this is just too good to be true.

time against time.

2010-03-03T03:05:00.000-08:00

if i had a superpower, i choose to stop time.

2010-03-03T03:01:00.000-08:00

If only fairytales do exist.

finally have the chance to use the computer today.

guess i'm taking a break from all the dates with books and paper! LOLS.

well, guess today was a pretty mixed up day.

hahahs. well, life is like this right?

it's like a mountain, you just have to push yourself harder to get higher.

by yours truly.

<33

the significance of each.

2010-02-14T03:57:00.001-08:00

sunflowers for you.

friendship is like a flower
glowing in its glory
each and every seed
telling it's own little story.

as each flower blooms
and then continues to grow
more of its strength and knowledge
continues to show.

and like a garden
it blooms much more fair
when carefully tended
by those who simply care.

once in a while
you come across a friend
who is beautiful as a flower
with a good heart to lend.

so i picked this flower
and pulled it apart
and soon all its pieces
grew into my heart.

but what i realised
is that this flower that grew
was not leaves and petals
but pieces of you.

your love and kindness
your strength and power
have helped me grow
into my little own flower.

and now with friendship
i'll never let go
and we can help others
to flower and grow.

There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.

come OOONNN!

2010-02-12T07:16:00.001-08:00

note to self.

Nikon D3000.
iTouch.

"you want it? work for it."

CRAVING??

2010-02-12T07:07:00.000-08:00

i have this sudden urge to go ice skating.

anyone?
you? him? he? her?

;)

happy v day.

2010-02-12T06:32:00.001-08:00

valentines.

happy advanced valentines day all.
happy advanced chinese new year too.
take care and have fun.

:)

today was a fairytale.

2010-02-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are
the only things that don't change when everything else does.

;) strength to move on.

2010-02-07T01:27:00.000-08:00

Unforgotten love.

thank you God, for listening to my worries and woes.

for making it better, for giving me strength.

thank you friends, for loving me.

for accomanying my darkest days, for being a part of the best.

Life is great.

treasure every second of it and don't let it pass you by.

smile like there's no tomorrow.

laugh like there's no tomorrow.

love like there's no tomorrow.

live like there's tomorrow.

love yourself, CHERYL! ;)

thanks buddies. i love you.

2010-02-07T01:16:00.000-08:00

i guess the "renovation" is pretty much over.

HAHAHA! yeah, don't complain that you don't see any difference coz there really isn't any at all.

LOL! yeah, it's in the internal way. in case you don't get it...

don't have to keep pondering about what i just said coz it's

for me to know and not for you to find out.

WELL! school has been a blast lately and i'm loving every second of it! :) yeah, i guess this really is true happiness. the kind that is never short lived.

especially with the new adaptations and the new love. everything really is better.

this time i'm not lying.

YEP!

CNY IS COMING!

VALENTINES IS COMING!

and i'm so excited!

i just can't wait for it! :)

cheerios.

oh no, not now.

2010-01-23T02:41:00.001-08:00

i'm falling ill.
good grief!

has the rainbow ended?

2010-01-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

i was reading "where rainbows end"
i came across a love letter.
and it made me cry.

you can't lie to yourself anymore,
i hope that rainbow hasn't ended.
not just yet.

if you still love.

2010-01-16T07:38:00.000-08:00

AHOY MATIES!

meet mr tan kian meng! MY ASM FRIEND! big shot seh! :D

hello earthlings, the hectic week have passed and it's less than a month to Chinese New Year!
WOOHOO! hahahas. well, i really need a break..
high blood pressure and aching shoulder muscles are killing the living shit out of me.
but no worries of coz! i'm still as fit as a fiddle i suppose. ;)
anyway, weekend's gonna be over soon... ._.
school on monday until friday AGAIN.
gosh.
HANG ON TIGHT!
you know you have to!

pictured perfect?

2010-01-09T06:27:00.000-08:00

I gave you your chance.

I gave you your opportunity.

I gave you time.

yet again and again

you fail to keep your promise.

PRASANA!

2010-01-09T06:16:00.001-08:00

SWEET SEXY SUPERB SIXTEEN PRASANA!

my dear dear best friend!

HAPPY 16TH! you can finally watch NC16 movies without feeling a single sense of guilt.

while i still have to wait for 6 more months. and by that time, 'O' levels are nearing!

ANYWAY! my wacky bestie! i hope all of your wishes come true.

never wipe that smile off your face alright? it'll never fail to brighten up someone's day.

ROCK ON GAL!

you know WE love YOU!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

donations!

2010-01-09T06:09:00.000-08:00

FLAG DAY!
douby ghaud-ed with prasana, xing yoong, vivian and theng wei.
we were chased away so many times! lols, it was fun though. i was rejected several times but the donations put in by the other kind souls cheered me up in an instant!
FACT: SOME Singaporeans=coins.
Foreigners=notes.
there's a difference.
bad fact: Some don't even look at you and they'll walk off.
WORST FACT: never do flag day with THENG WEI. he's one big complain king.
after we saw so many other school students around plaza sing area, tw and i left for ang mo kio. and the heartland people were so awesome! we just stood there and people came towards us with notes and smiled. :)
from there, theng wei stopped complaining. HE GOT TO EAT AND HE STILL COMPLAIN.
I DIDN'T EVEN EAT ANYTHING.
HEH HEH THENG WEI. :)

YUP! in the end, my donation bag was filled with coins and notes.
= sense of satisfaction.

that was flag day.
my first flag day.
how was yours?

PS: Bought a new 2010 schedule! *romantic garden.
i love it!!! THANKS SWEET! :D

that's the only way.

2010-01-03T04:21:00.000-08:00

Fate.

Life doesn't give you the people you want.
It gives you the people you need.
To help you.
To hurt you.
To love you.
To leave you.
And to make you into the person you were meant to be.

2010-01-03T04:13:00.001-08:00

yes, i will.
will you?

Love Drunked.

2010-01-03T04:08:00.000-08:00

All the time i wasted on you
all the bullshit you put me through
i'm checking into rehab cause that we had
didn't mean a thing to you.

I used to be love drunk
but now i'm hungover
i love you forever
forever is over.

we used to kiss all night
now it's just a bar fight
so don't call me crying
say hello then goodbye.

make it come true.

2010-01-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

I wished.

CHERYL YUEN LEI TENG!

remember that wish you made in hainan and promised yourself to fulfill it?

it's time to wake up!!

stop dreaming.

stop dwelling.

stop missing.

you can't have everything your way.

WAKE UP ALREADY!

enough with the tears. stop crying over small things.

sweet day spent.

2010-01-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

PC-MIX!

short day spent with PC-MIX :)

well, today was simple, sweet, short but super! HAHAHA!

the five of us didn't have so much fun for a long long time and now, we can finally smile true-fully to one another and that feels good! well, had lunch at BAKERZIN and caught Alvin and the Chipmunks at Orchard Cineleisure. ;) <3

it really was fun.

photos have done the talking!

let's pray that we'll spend this much of fun in school too.

i love you my dear beloveds.
Goodnight.

31st December '09

2009-12-31T02:46:00.000-08:00

Last day of 2009.

hey world.
it's the 31st of December already. How time flies.. it's already the end of our holidays.
*sad. well! tomorrow's the 1st Jan of 2010 and i'm gonna be a Sec 4.
what do you think of when you see sec 4?
'O' levels.
SHUCKS.
man oh man. it's fast. and the tension is all brought up.
whoa..

anyway, as a new year begins, new resolutions are made.
i've decided on mine. (:
and i think it's time to let go of whatever that doesn't belong to me
and let it have it's own freedom.
and start afresh for a wonderful year.
so yup. everyone!
have a great year ahead!
bountiful!
beautiful!
sweet!
awesome!
fabulous!
year ahead!

with love.
yuen lei teng.

let go of anything but you.

balloons.

2009-12-31T02:14:00.000-08:00

Mine.

trying to smile like this balloon.

i don't wanna say goodbye to you.

2009-12-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

and that's exactly the reason why i didn't want to leave.

save me.....

2009-12-28T03:00:00.001-08:00

hello world!

life's like crap now, coz you know why???
i have food poisoning. SHIT!
i feel like crap now.
i felt worst when i couldn't attend the band concert.
i felt like crying whenever i've to gobble the medicine down.
everytime i force myself to swallow it, some tears are always forced out.
whenever those tears are forced out, i feel like vomitting everything out.
whenever i feel like vomitting out, i get reminded of everything sad and pathetic.
of a state that i'm in right now.
3 medications during food, 2 after food.
5 medications after meal;
15 medications per day.
i'm gonna die soon.

omg.
save meeeee, would you pleasssseeeeeeeeeeee.....

2009-12-22T00:02:00.001-08:00

ROAR!

homework.. ._.

pane-ful.

2009-12-21T23:42:00.000-08:00

running away from this painful dream.
i walked passed the hallway of your memories.
they filled into any available slot in my mind.

how hard i try.
i can't seem to let go.
that much of love for you still grows.

i pray for it to stop.
but it still goes on.
i try to forget but that's not the right choice.

-Anonymous.

i don't want you to go.
please stay.
i don't want you to leave.
i need to see your smile.
i don't want everything to just go away.
coz that's not the way it's supposed to be.
i don't want you to step back.
it's your rightful place.
i don't want to forget.
coz forgetting means letting go.

moghawks outing at palawan beach

2009-12-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

MOGHAWKS!

whoo! what an awsome day spent with the Moghawk family.
Jocelin- Creator
Ricky- King Moghawk
Joanne- Queen Moghawk
Cheryl- Princess Moghawk 1
Jiayu- Princess Moghawk 2
Sok Kuan- Maria Moghawk
Ivan- Chauffer Moghawk

hahas, this was all created by Miss Ong See Ling. HAHAHA! well, thanks creator! for organising such an awesome day where all of us had so much fun! heh heh. well, hopefully there would be more of such exciting outings in future with the MOGHAWK FAMILY! :D <3

everything else is.

2009-12-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just trying to be happy.

if

2009-12-13T02:56:00.001-08:00

if you love then you shall wait.
if you can't wait then don't love.
so, where do US stand by at again?

flute.

2009-12-12T01:32:00.000-08:00

i wanna learn how to play a flute.
so playing it to you can be a joy that i can finally do.

ME.YOU.HIM.

2009-12-12T01:17:00.000-08:00

it's the imperfections in people that make them perfect.

where do US stand by at?

superwoman.

2009-12-12T00:07:00.000-08:00

i miss you ES.

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

Yes i'm not your superwoman.
i'm not that kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything's okay.
boy i am only human.
this girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...

i.got.my.pride.
i.will.not.cry.
i.am.not.your.superwoman.

you mean the world to me.

2009-12-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

ROAR!
hello earthlings, it's already December the 12th. *_*
school's gonna re-open like within 3 weeks?! MAN. that's just super sad.
next year's goona be a very BOOMZ year! HAHAHAH!
lols, i've been browsing through the hainan photos everytime i use the computer.
AND I REALLY REEAAALLLY REEEEAAAALLLY WANNA GO BACK THERE!

201.

2009-12-11T23:33:00.000-08:00

You gradually get over the pain.
It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with.
One morning you wake up and he’s not the first thing on your mind.
And then a few months down the line you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him.
Sometimes it takes months, sometimes, years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occassionally.
You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, you try not to think about them.
And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name … and the memories come flooding back.

-Jane Green.

my 200th post.

2009-12-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

hmmm. it's already my 200th post!

Automatic.
You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine
I die with every beat
You’re automatic and your voice is electric
but do I still believe?
It’s automatic every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It’s automatic when you say things get better
but they never…

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
It’s so automatic calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you
It’s automatic watching faces I don’t know
Erase the face from you

It’s automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You’re automatic

even when the sky is falling down,
will there be any real love in you?

even if the sky is falling down.

2009-12-06T08:21:00.000-08:00

PEACE!

one day it felt like you were gone.
the next, you re-appeared.
i don't know what's your problem, there's just something about you that feels so strong.
why must you do this to me? it's like loving you is a must in my life.
you, on the other hand.
sweet.
cute.
able to make me happy.
and you just had to protect me.
and it felt nice when your silly actions just had to work and make me smile.
it's so difficult.
like choosing between Edward cullen and Jacob black.
what's both of your problems?
can't i love you both at the same time?

when your fifteen and somebody tells you they love you,
you gonna believe them,
and when your fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out,
well, count to ten, take it in,
this is life before you know who your gonna be.
FIFTEEN.

RE-play.

2009-12-06T07:30:00.000-08:00

hello folks!
i know it's been a long time since Cheryl blogged and YES, SHE IS ONLINE.
like finally? HAHAHA!
anyway, life has been really neutral lately. hahahas! well, coz too many good stuff happened and it's already december 7!! and my homework pile is still at the same level. SHIT! well.. i've embraced my fun and i'm still craving for more. anyway..
-watched new moon with loves. (pras, tw, ivan and ES-WELFARE)
-had ES-WELFARE OUTING <333
-went out for school and movies.
and a lot of stuff! HAHAHAH!
well, i really miss the chalet.
i really miss hainan.
i really miss the times of fun and laughter and it was just me being me and i was pleasing many people. the feeling was so awesome.

my friends loved me for who i really was, and that felt great. ;)
wouldn't it be so nice if we could just turn back time? i wish i could.
but time waits for no man and O's are next year. which means mugging like crazy and lesser fun. BOO HOO! i'm so gonna miss the feeling of FUN!

anyway, i need to thank ricky for bringing me to the arcade and giving me the chance of let loosing myself. i felt super exhausted after playing the arcade and i felt all my stress gone. it felt superb. like everything was just BOOM! gone. well, it's a pity i can't have that everyday. :( thanks ricky! ;D

hahahahas! anyway. to cut short...
i'm loving life lately and i don't wish for school to start...
how nice if only we could all turn back time...

wouldn't it be nice if only..

2009-11-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

CHIP AND DALE.
anyway, had ushering duty at SMU for the past few days and it was actually pretty fun ;D and ACS guys are rather nice ._. ahahahs! well, life's been a real rocky road lately and yeah. it doesn't matter right?

tonight i'm falling and i can't get up.
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
and every night i miss you;
i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you;
holding you;
holding you tonight.

You and I.

2009-11-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

I explain quietly.
You hear me shouting.
You try a new tack.
I feel old wounds reopen.

You see both sides.
I see your blinkers.
I am placatory.
You sense a new selfishness.

I am a dove.
You recognise the hawk.
You offer an olive branch.
I feel the thorns.

You bleed.
I see crocodile tears.
I withdraw.
You reel from the impact.

-Roger McGough.

hainan.

2009-11-19T04:51:00.000-08:00

hello friends.
i'm back from hainan and i love it there.
i've been to Haikou, Qionghai, Sanya, Xinglong and they are amazingly beautiful! yes, i really wish i was back there. well, it's too much of an explanation on how great the place is so..it's definitely better to experience it for yourself. HAHAS ;D
yep,

I WANNA GO BACK TO HAINAN.
yes, that would be great.

i just can't stop loving you.

2009-11-08T02:13:00.000-08:00

watched MJ's this is it with prasana and wei shen yesterday and it was fun! prasana and I had done some crazy stuff in the cinema and wei shen was so embarrassed! HAHHAHAH, sorry lah wei shen. oh yes, quickly watch the show alright! it's gonna stop showing soon. Support MJ! ;D

anyway, i'm leaving or Hainan tmr. reaching the terminal at 5AM, i know it's super early. and i'll be back after 1 week so that makes it 15th nov. After that, i'm gonna be super busy so i must enjoy while i still can! ;) LOLS. hmmm.. there's really a lot of stuff on the waiting list after my return. :(

well, i really hope Hainan would be fun! :) anyway, take care all.
-family.
-friends.
-beloved world.
i'll miss you so miss me too! :)

my hottie.

2009-11-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

life has been a little shaky over the past few days. and i have complete no idea why! maybe my emotions are playing a fool with me. maybe i'm just lying to myself all these while? but who am i to kid? you can't lie about a love and you can't love about a lie.
he loves her.
she doesn't love him.
she loves him.
he rejects her.
he wants her.
she wants the other.
she needs him.
he doesn't really care.
so what?

Love as though you've never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.

REPLIES:
ZT; the thing is that i can't find the photos. ._.

thengwei; OI OI OI!

vivian; hey yo girl! will link you up real soon. :)

jeanne; hey dear. glad you're going! i'm excited for the chalet! HAHAHAS! miss you loads and see you real super soon! ;)

olivia; HEY DARLING! i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

jen sin; hello! i tagged your blog.

TJX; yo! thanks ya. i love the shoes too! HAHAHAHAHAHHAS! ;D

i'm back babeh!

2009-11-02T06:22:00.001-08:00

YO YO YOU YO!
missed me? hahahas. i returned to Singapore yesterday about 2 plus plus and was super fatigue. so i didn't blog. ;X
oh yes! MACAU IS AWESOME! love it~ hahahs! go there if you can and stay in the venetian hotel! you definitely won't regret it! it's like italy! venice style! with the gondola and cool shops and ceiling painting! GORGEOUS!!!
okay okay, i was really going GAGA over there and i wish i was still there though. ;)
but i have to admit that i'm glad being back in Singapore! LOL! feels more at home now.
next trip: HAINAN ISLAND. [9th to 15th nov] MISS ME AGAIN DUDES AND DUDETTES! ;)

oh yes! i'll post the photos up real soon though.. currently i have over a hundred photos. the sky, me, my family, the hotel, the scenery, the food, the shops..EVERYTHING! HAHAS. okay okay, i'd better stop my GAGA-ing if not theng wei will call me a MORON. lols!

WELL! life's been good lately and you know what?
I'M LOVIN' IT!! ;)

replies to my darlings!

JEANNE; hey dear, don't worry too much. just enjoy your life alright? stay happy always and never regret anything in your life. COME FOR THE CHALET PLEASE! ;) love you very much dear! see you and have fun.

ADELA; yo! 6 years primary school life friend! how are you girl! MISSED YOU LOADS ;) thanks for the spam ah. HAHA! just kidding. give me your link! so we can still keep in contact!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA BABE! ;)

JIMMY; LINK LEH!?!? HAHAS.

PRASANA; YES YES! i want to watch it. HAHAHAHAHHAS! ;)

ZT; hahas, macau was awesome. you been there before? oh okay, then you have facebook?? HAHAS.

CIAO LOVELY EARTHLINGS.
cheryl will miss you! ;) HAHA.

take care my beloved.

2009-10-28T07:11:00.001-07:00

HELLO!
i'll be heading off to Macau tmr! ;) and i'll be backon sunday, the 1st november.
SO.. miss me alright? ahahs.

here's the replies for the taggies!
JOYCE- hello love! sure, i'll link you real soon. ;)
EDWIN- YES!!! hahas. TOH KIM YONG. ;D
TJX- HAHAHA! chim right? hahs, i wanna sound professional mah. JK! :)
ZT- hello! i need to find my photos!! ;( arghs. have msn??

TAKE CARE LOVE,
i'll miss you all loads.

i can't escape your love.

2009-10-25T06:51:00.001-07:00

he might seem so cheerful, joking around, talking to others like life's a dream, a beautiful song.
and i must be thinking, hey he's so happy, he must have gotten over me.
and so..
i try every darn thing to get over you,
to forget you
to dig deep down for every single reason to hate you
to just love someone else.
and when on the exact day i learnt to love someone else;
you came back.
just that sentence.
brought me back to the past, back to the happiness
back to you.
and then i realised, it's so hard to get over you.
so hard to not love you.

that last petal used to be ending with a "he loves me not",
but all i'm hoping for was the total opposite.

more than what it seems.

2009-10-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

hello!
what a shame, the weekend is over ;(
which means, school tmr and tmr's tmr and tmr's tmr's tmr.
BORING!
just 3 days for me anyway so who cares!
ehh, actually i care..
SO MANY THINGS TO GET DONE!! argh..
lolly lolly, yep.
anyway, the weekend was super duper fun! seriously!
saturday- ion-ed. super beautiful, i love the place! i wanna go there again.
sunday-shopping spree! bought so many stuff within such little time and it was so super cheap! AWESOME STUFF RIGHT!!!
yep, i'm so excited for my trips! it's like..FINALLY! hahas.

oh yeah, i was cycling today and it was so exilarating.
it was really great coz i've not exercised for a long long time. HAHA!
so it feels good! lols.
and i realised that a cycle was just like a flashforward of the life i led.
it was a beautiful journey of accomplishments and failures.
a beautiful journey of family and friends.
a beautiful journey of love and hatred.
REALLY!
it was so awesome, just too great for me to explain it to you. :)
and meanwhile i was cycling, i was so happy coz i was so over you,
but now, after seeing and feeling your expressions
then i realised how bad my heart is aching, how bad i want to just see your smile.
oh gosh, i really missed you all this while, haven't i?

a love so loud.

2009-10-21T06:41:00.001-07:00

i survived today.
the calendar stated that tomorrow is bad ._.
well...there's gonna be a meteor later about 1am and i'll try to wake up to check it out. at the most, i won't go to school tmr ;) LOLS.
let's just see how eh?
do wishes made upon a shooting star come true?
hmmm;

straight through my heart;
a single bullet got me and i can't stop the bleeding;
straight through my heart;
she aimed and she shot me i just can't believe it.
no, i can't resist and i can't be hit;
i just can't escape this love;
straight through my heart;
soldier down.
it's a love so loud.
i think i love you.

FML.

2009-10-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

do i?
do i not?

*bitched up?

the time.

2009-10-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

Today : tuesday.
How was it like : typical day.
who did you met : people.
how did you felt : erm. i don't think it was good.
how were lessons today : going through papers. is that supposed to be fun?
how was PB meeting : AWESOME!
when was your favourite time of the day : watching the sky, coz that's the most beautiful thing i've seen today.

RIGHT.
so today was a pretty awkward day so as to speak.
you ignored me. [i can tell.]
he ignored me. [your facial expressions were very understandable.]
she pretended. [isn't that what your best in?]
he scared me. [freaking me out isn't your forte.]
she made me smile when i was left on the lurch. [thank you darling.]
he squashed my most beloved thing. [slaps!]
he gave me attention. [haha.]
they made my day bloom. [PB is awesome hot stuff.]
"" made me blush. [ohoh.]
yeah, sorta remebered people's looks and reactions in school today. some were really cool but some were just plain awkward..

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
let's just thank God for today.
we don't have forever to live so..
just be satisfied with what you have and who you have met.
they definitely made a significant difference to your life.
hold it tight and never let it go.

it's whatcha have left.

seoul garden madness.

2009-10-20T05:30:00.001-07:00

alright.
yesterday was a fun day with prasana, ivan, mathias, wei shen, nicole and theng wei.
ate for like hours in SEOUL GARDEN.
chilled like crazy.
ate this disgusting concoction created by mathias's itchy hand.
watched 500 days of summer.
went home and rest.

well. did i mentioned it was my first time putting on nail polish?!
BLACK AND WHITE,
super sexae eh? prasana's idea.
hahas, it felt nice having to do a real girl thing for like 15 years?!? HAHAS!
okay, call me a noob loser but i was new to it and it was pretty fun! HEHE.
yupp. that was how monday was, it was great!

i gotta feeling;

shawty.

2009-10-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

Co exco outing was fun! ;)

i'm currently looking forward to es-welfare outing! ;)
yup! hopefully it'll be fun.
hahas, nothing much to blog about so...
cheerios! ;)

thankfully i still have you.

when there's you and me.

2009-10-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

突然觉得生活得很闷。
这是为什么呢？
是不是失去你才会觉得那么的孤独呢?
是不是想念你的傻瓜的性格呢?
其实我也不知道答案是在哪，
我可能太想你了吧。
我可能是放不下你。

我可能不要爱你了。

LOL LOL LOL.
what's there to blog about?
there's always so much i thought i could blog about but when i reach blogger,
my mind's a blank.
HAHA. ;)
ahhh well..nevermind.
just remembered i ought to go to school later..
not really looking forward to it but i'll try.
days with PC-MIX are looking better. ;)
and i'm proud of it :)
today, as i use the computer, i realised how much i've missed them, all, individually. and...

MONDAY. off to SG with peeps ;) theng wei is so damn looking forward to it. RETARD! suddenly thought of how happy he was when we received our Bio papers. HE WAS JUST PLAIN RED! hahas. the sight of him just makes me want to laugh so badly. LOL!

yeah, it might seem super bored now.
but for sure, HOLIDAYS ARE JUST ULTRA FREAKING PACKED.
but revision needs to be done during that period too.
BUSY!
ROAR!

love is just another illusion.

you.

2009-10-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

"straight through your heart."

oh baby give me one more chance,

2009-10-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

hello.
collected results back today.
some were pretty satisfying and some were just a load of crap. *_*
argh, O levels are just next year! BUCK UP! BUCK UP!
well..
current;y i've nothing much to blog about, just that my holidays are just plainly...
PACKED PACKED PACKED! AHHHHHHHHH!
trips,
outings,
cca,
STUFF!
yeah..real busy! but there's still time to study yeah? ;)

i guess i've nothing much more to elaborate on..
cheerios. ;)

*~cHeRyL~*

3rd dec!

bagatelle?

tick tock goes the clock.

i totally love the way you lie MAN!

Acquaintance.

bieliber!

Misses.

Love.

Gaiety.

XOXO

just awhile more!

i never stopped.

i told you, it's a love you can't lie.

happy birthday! (L)

U smile.

EEEWWWWWWWW

pleasant remembrances.

(:

The Truth.

sistership.

happiness

flashlights.

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life.

i miss you.

if i had you.

the last song.

tick tock goes the clock.

Inverted hearts.

:)

happy april fool's

I heart the world.

rock bottom?

love?

my knight?

time against time.

the significance of each.

come OOONNN!

CRAVING??

happy v day.

today was a fairytale.

;) strength to move on.

thanks buddies. i love you.

oh no, not now.

has the rainbow ended?

if you still love.

pictured perfect?

PRASANA!

donations!

that's the only way.

Love Drunked.

make it come true.

sweet day spent.

31st December '09

balloons.

save me.....

pane-ful.

moghawks outing at palawan beach

everything else is.

if

flute.

ME.YOU.HIM.

superwoman.

you mean the world to me.

201.

my 200th post.

even if the sky is falling down.

RE-play.

wouldn't it be nice if only..

You and I.

hainan.

i just can't stop loving you.

my hottie.

i'm back babeh!

take care my beloved.

i can't escape your love.

more than what it seems.

a love so loud.

FML.

~cHeRyL~